Waiting

I let you unravel me

Pull the chords

Gave you my most precious organ

Leaving yours in it’s place

I keep staring at it

Studying it

Making sure it doesn’t leave

Afraid it will somehow stop beating

I can’t feel you near me

The pain is so thick

So hard to breathe

I feel like I’m falling

Jumping into the deep unknown

Afraid of where I will land

Or if I ever will

I reach for your hand

I double over on the floor

Gasping for air

Draining my eyes

Cursing this life

I don’t know how to do this

Without you

I’m supposed to stay strong

But I feel so broken

I’m so alone

Completely lost

Waiting for your return
Don't know what else to do